Lost in a world of my own

People always use Dont judge a book by its cover. Well I think its to easy for people too judge you by your looks not for who you are. Some people have difficult lives and keep it to there selves because they think those who share there bad mishaps are attention seeking. Inside I reckon the people that keep quiet are to scared to find out what would happen if someone knew inside there selves edging the need to get it off there chest scream it to the whole world.Or even hit back. Getting hit or hurt by a loved one is a horrible thing to talk about but people should never just leave it continue there daily lives and wait for it to happen again. 

Random thoughts of now

Well i wish i could say to you all that im a typical 16 year old girl concentrating on my GCSE'S but that would be a lie and a waste of my time this blog is about my life my emotions and who i am. So i am a 16 year old girl named Laila hussain  i have a 2 week old baby girl called Karis-Mae and yes i may not be smart for getting pregnant but yes every one makes mistakes. none of you can tell me you cant and if you haven't yet im sure you will some when in your life. well as i am officially 16 now i have decided to move out and buy a flat with my boyfriend and Karis. this could be a big mistake as i know im only young and have a lot still to live for. my boyfriend Tyla stays at home with Karis now so i can return back to school soon to finish my GCSE'S so people cant complain I don't care about my education. So for anyone that reads my blog why am i telling you this? Because i think people should know who i really am  not a idiot that hides behind a screen and lies about who they truly are. And feel free to call me whatever you want if you think i have not heard it already that is!

Love you Dylan

For all those tears we cry 
All those people standing in their ties
Showing you we care
Trying so hard not to stare
Its a shame for us to of lost you
And we all upset we lost you too
People told you to steer clear
And when you didn't it made up break into tears 
Wish we could bring you back some other time
Even though we know you wouldn't mind
You made us think about who we truly are 
We look up at the sky and see you as the brightest star
For all those people that die
Over all these petty lies
All these wars
There should be some more laws


Rest in peace Dylan i miss you so much and you will forever be in our hearts 
Love Laila, Tyla and Karis xxx

Resting in peace for all those brave soldiers

This is to respect for all of those that we have lost 
Marching robots through the streets
Waiting around for some others to meet
Putting there lives at risk day by day
Even in the spring time may
Losing people on there way
Many staying behind just to pray
Looking up at the stars at night
Always thinking your that special light
Standing by and watching them fall down
Getting paid a silly amount of pounds
Trudging through all that gooey muck
We just want to say good luck


Rest in peace and good luck for all those soldiers that are fighting a battle that isn't truly ours to fight xx

Love

Is it true that love never dies
If it does will you turn to pies
Or even sometimes look to the skies
That flutter away with the starry flies
Tears drop down our dreary faces
But we lock them up in pretty cases 
Our love will never be truly lost 
Even if it turns out to cost
You were brave
And we were you slaves
You reminded us of what true love really means
Sometimes its not always as it seems 
Take care of the ones you love
And you never know there may be doves
High above the ground in that star lit sky
I ask myself will you ever tell me a lie
I believe in hope and fear
I just try to steer clear